Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	High
Dysthymia:	Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	Very Slight
Cyclothymia:	Very Slight
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	High
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.

trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos, likes bizarre things, anti-authority, not good at saving money, not a perfectionist, leaves many things unfinished, low self control, strange, desires more attention, romantic daydreamer, abstract, impractical, unproductive, leisurely, likes the unknown

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]



HAVE YOU...

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[x] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[ ] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[ ] missed curfew (never had curfew)
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 28

[ ] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor
[ ] ate a spider while drunk

TOTAL SO FAR: 32

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ ] been called a slut
[ ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ ] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
[ ] know what a kage hole is

TOTAL SO FAR: 37

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[ ] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 42

[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[x] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 52

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove (lightly)
[ ] prank-called someone
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test


TOTAL OVERALL: 59

Stolen from my mate :3

Rules:
If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of BS.

I fear ...


[ ] black people
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total - 5

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total - 11

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[x] tornadoes
Total - 15

[x] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] scary movies
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
Total - 20

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
Total - 2

Overall Total - 21


yayyyy..i'm paranoid XD

Just a quick head's up... Not going to be online quite as much as I was... Granted I haven't really been the most talkative on messengers lately :(

I mayyyy chat more, but I'm cutting down on games 'n such.. I'm starting school this week (Tomorrow!) and going to work on finishing the Culinary program at WCTC (gonna force myself to finish no matter what >.<).. This week I need to read about 6 chapters for the Principles of Food Prep class (8 week course), and most weeks i'm going to have a bit of reading to do just for this class.. Then there are the other classes I'm taking AND the Food Prep class takes up 5 days of the week (tues-thurs 7:30am to 1:30pm, fridays like 9:30 to 2:30pm or so) sooooo.... Yeah >.>
I may not be employed yet, but it's definitely going to keep me busy like a job.

*hugs* to everyone... I miss a lot of people :/

Hey all...

Having an awkward situation here (not all that awkward, but :P).. My roommates want to move somewhere that's got "more light".. And they're kinda worried about rent going up to 760 a month..

This is a nice place, not far from i-94 in Waukesha by Grandview/Silvernail (like 4 minutes, depending on lights).. There's lots of birds 'n wildlife.. We're in a nice suburb area, with a park nearby.. Heat included, etc.. We just pay phone / electric / internet.. They're looking at a place I'm really not sure about... We'd lose the deck, and we wouldn't be on ground level anymore. It'd be harder to move couches and stuff into, but it has "more" light... I'd prefer to stay here, since we're already accepted here.. The apartment manager suggested that I could still stay here, since I'm already accepted, etc.. But a single bedroom is 670 a month or so.. And I'm not sure if I could afford that, especially right now. Spotz/ Stripez and I can't really go looking for our own place, since I'm sure most places wouldn't take us since, if we get jobs soon, we won't have been working there very long.. I kinda don't want to leave my roommates because it'd be hard for them to afford a place on their own, too, especially a place that takes their pets (bunnies, birds, and fish).

But... I hate the idea of leaving this place... It's so much nicer (imo) than the place they wanna move to.. The area is great, and the apartment manager is amazing (Tracey is suck a great person and understanding and tries to help if she can..she cares about tenants).

I wanted to write this email to see if anyone I know might be interested in joining in with a 2 bedroom here. It's a wonderful place, and I'd be up for having ya over to scope it out/ hang out (It's been too long since I've done much with anyone around here x.x). This place would be a little easier to get into, since I've already had a lease for almost 2 years here.

Plz let me know, if anyone's interested in moving into a place / is looking for someplace and maybe a roommate... I need to know soon, since we'll have to let our manager know by the end of June if we're leaving or not. Our lease is up at the end of August, so that's when you'd be able to move in, etc...

The apartment complex is "Pebble Valley Village" if you'd like to look it up online.

....
EDIT---

I'm most likely still going to stay with the roommates I have, I guess.. Since we submitted stuff to a place and have the option of signing the final stuff this friday.

Yay useless knowledge!

Gay-Test.com - Am I gay?

Well.. To sum things up.. "busy"... For details, it'd be easier to talk at some point. Some of what's recently been going on is more private and complicated.. OTherwise I'm happy to say I'm working full-time now, but it means I'm getting up early to be able to start working at 6am... Bleh x_x

Other than that, things are good.. I'm trying to keep up with journals, now and then, to get an idea of how everyone's doing.. Just hope no one minds if I'm not leaving comments. Looking forward to spending the weekend with my loving mate and probably also seeing another friend or two. Anywho.. Off to bed!

http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-how-well-do-you-know-douglas-adams-and-hitch-hikers-guide-test

Your result for The Sexuality Spectrum Test...

Gay

You scored -40 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)

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Yeah.. so the results weren't much of a suprise, heh..



In other news, I've been kinda tired/ worn out from work (almost 12 hours today x_x) and trying to sort of keep in touch with people... I must say I'm sorry to everyone, since I've been keeping in touch mostly with my new-ish mate, Oleto/ Spotz, more than others >.>

Life's been mostly boring lately, so I haven't had much to talk about, in my silly opinion... BUT, good news! I'll be moving to full time next week, so yay I'll have benefits eventually ^-^
On the end of Bad news (sort of good, since school is good): Oleto/ Spotz is moving into college tomorrow so I'm gonna be missing him, but visits shall be arranged :3

Hope everyone's safe and doing alright!